Maybe I'm just too used to having everything I need last minute Idk. But I hate planning things. Too much comes up and complicates, then when you get those figured out more doubts come. But luckily I still have that one person in my life who has been making me happy and who I am excited to meet.
Along with getting a divorce I am getting a rent house, though the circumstances most would be confused how I could deal with it. But I've come to find out I'm a lot more tolerant than I thought. *shrugs* I'm pretty sure I will be happy especially since I will have a room decorated the way I want for once and I can go and shut the door and escape into my own Madness, which is insanely fun and much needed at this point lol.
I know I haven't done much art, but I've been working in the mornings and during the day I have stress and have to get things done. Hopefully after this move and once I'm happy I will be a little more inspired to create more art. I still plan on getting my pieces of work recognized by dA and making a front page popular!
High hopes I know but hey you gotta have something to keep you going. Plus I'm hoping to get better and start my career as a tattoo artist as soon as possible. I'm growing my hair back out long and letting it go natural for once. I also hope to get my tattoos finally and get some more awesome piercings that I want.
So to make this short I am determined to do a lot I have been meaning to for years and start doing stuff for ME for once. I'm very determined on this venture, wish me luck. Right now though I will get off here and go nap so I can feel a little better to clean my car haha. Have a good day Deviants.